I guess I forgot it actually happens

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yff9nCctMkg

I talked to him. He said I'm one of his best friends. That he doesn't know what he would've done without me last year. That he likes talking to me because even when he can't say what he needs to say...that I understand. He says I'm amazing by the way. That he missed me this summer.

I wish it all meant something.

I mean...it does. No one has ever told me I was one of his/her best friends. I guess that's what I needed to learn to be.

He said he has never liked me.

He likes her a lot. I told him it was endearing that he liked her so much. "What do you mean?" he replied.

"I mean its nice to see a boy like a girl so much he can't think about anything else."

I guess I forgot it actually happens.