really really

So, I haven't found a full-time job in my field? So, that means my job search is not completely over? So, that makes things a little more difficult, a little more stressful, a little unbearable?

"...when the Lord closes one important door in your life, He shows His continuing love and compassion by opening many other compensating doors through your exercise of faith." Richard G. Scott

I forgot that all this extra stress really means I'll have the time to work toward doing something I'd enjoy. And you know what, I'm beginning to believe, again, that I can do anything if I really really want to.