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I'd like to write something profound about life and things working out- even though, life is pretty crazy, and super confusing. But, I've got nothing that hasn't been said already. I spend a lot of time, wondering why it is I feel good or excited about people or things. I think, its good for me, to learn what love is really all about-- gradually. If it hit me all at once, I'm sure I'd pass out or something, and I'm pretty sure its some ingenious plan to make me patient and charitable (possessing the pure love of Christ)- which I think is essential to progression, and probably the two most prevalent attributes of One who I'd kind of like to be like. I think Romance- the real stuff, should be a little of both. I "loved" (referring to a very general use of a term I do not like to overuse) the first, too late. The second, imperfectly. The third... I wonder. With each, I had definite thoughts, pure thoughts, concerning the well being of the individual, when I had the pleasure of their company. I wanted the best for them. And often enough, in the end, wishing them the best, was the only option, because things just didn't work out. I'd like to think perfecting the goodbye, will teach me the hello. I'll let you know how that goes...just as soon as I wipe myself up off the floor : ) I'm kidding...I've got this part down.

I'd prefer it if you didn't comment on this one...I'd like to pretend I didn't really write this and post it on the internet.